Learning new technology or concepts can be overwhelming at times and it can be tempting to give up, thinking we'll never get it. But I assure you, you got this! Just keep at it and you will get it, it will click!
The best way to learn and integrate new concepts and technology is to practice, practice, practice... and practice some more! I also watch, listen, read several tutorials about the same thing as I find repetition to work for me and also because people have different ways of explaining a same concept and some might be more successful, make more sense to me than others.